Or at least I feel so ^_^

An hour a day of meditation turned out to be more than I could handle. My teacher wanted me to do an hour a day and log in 30 hours before the next step, but I think I'll stick to half an hour, I don't think he understands how time consuming a three-year-old can be, especially when you pile on regular writing, a job, school, and homework. I have a problem starting off to aspiring, if I go for more than I can handle I usually end up way below or not doing it all. I have a sort of do it right or not at all, do your best or forget it kind of attitude that I have to deal with. So, I brought it down to half an hour and I figure that's better than nothing at all right? Well, it's helping. I've picked yoga back up again too--along with the exercises I do at the fitness center at school.

Yesterday was a cleansing, my candle is still burning from it hehe ^^" I feel you're not supposed to blow magic candles out but let them go out of their own accord, so my candle has been burning since about midnight last night. I think the apartment feels more at balance now and I hope it really helps the atmosphere. A good cleansing always feels good--especially when you go both the emotional/mental/spiritual and the physical route.

I'm pushing on through, and already feel more positive by the day! As a side note, I had a stroke of unexpected luck about half a month ago in which I got $200 of my FA early right when I reeeeeeeeeeeally needed it! So, I took care of the Earth in turn and gave $20 to EarthJustice--which is where Sage will take you if you click on her (the faery in the bottom left hand corner of my page), may it help us get one step closer to saving earth so that we'll have a place to do everything else~

Ja ne!

--Saronai

09/21/04 :: 04/08/05

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