Hm....
Jul 19, 2005

Still no job here. Just went today to call and schedule an interview with what sounded like the perfect job and was told that she had already accepted all the applications she was going to take. *sigh* There's a job out there for me, I know it. I need it within a month, less than that preferrably. My dedication to my writing has waned very thin in this heat. My air conditioner quit working three weeks ago and this house only has a few openable windows *sigh again* So, right now it is about 80 degrees out and it feels like at least 95 degrees in my room. I have window I can open and a oscillating fan. Same situation outside of my room. Lots of windows, most are for show with no useful purpose. My sister would talk to the landlord about it, but they're really behind on the rent and he's being nice allowing them to make the money to catch up and not evicting them (and me too). I'll live, of course, but it makes it hard to do anything but lay in front of the fan, definitely takes away much of my concentration for writing. However, I'm worried about Michael, his heat rash seems to be getting worse, he usually gets a small one every summer along the diaper area, but now it's everywhere :/ Or at least it seems so...It doesn't seem to bother him though, but it looks awful, especially when you take it in with his newly shaved head. He looks like a cancer patient with shaved hair, I definitely don't like it. It looks funny on him, unnatural. But, at least he doesn't have all that thick hair on him now. I tried to cut his hair out of his eyes and away from his ears, didn't do too shabby of a job either. However, I left to ask my sister to help me straighten it, came back in my bedroom, and he'd taken the scissors to his hair himself--cut himself a bald spot that looked funny during each stage until we just shaved him, then it matched (the bald spot was right in front). And yes, I'd put the scissors up, he just climbed to get them.

I'm itching to tell the world something, but I'm struggling to keep it bottled up, at least until the 8th of August. I don't want to jinx it. I need to tell someone a teaser though, otherwise I won't be able to keep it inside at all. Now I'm holding two things inside that keep trying to come out in excitement, or intense emotional moments, they both have to do with the same thing. The first will have to wait to be said until I'm certain, which will probably be around August 4th, and as I told you, telling the rest of the world won't happen until August 8th. *Feels like dancing and hugging everyone but is desperately trying not to get her hopes up*

Now if only I can get a job that will let me have the 4th-7th off there will definitely be lots of hugs to pass around ^_^

*whines* I don't think I can wait that long T~T